Author: danielbako

I keep thinking about how nice it would be if a car hit me or if the plane I’m on crashed. Whenever work feels monotonous, or on sleepless nights like this, the feelings well up inside me—the emptiness, which only adrenaline seems to suppress. I try to deal with it as if she had already…

Only a few days remain. A bittersweet mixture of happiness and sadness flows through my veins. I am filled with joy knowing that I have overcome myself and am diligently working on a modest but achievable path. Yet, sadness weighs on me, knowing that no one accompanies me on this journey; everyone is merely a…

I will love Minami as long as I live, and neither betrayal nor anything else can change that. If my girlfriend and I were to have a child, it would be a false life. Every word I say is a lie when I say something kind to someone else. Every good feeling I have is…

Only ten days left, and I’ll be in Japan. Over the past six months, everything has changed. Simply everything. New place to live, new job, new hobbies, new girlfriend, new connections. I don’t have to deal with my toxic family anymore, I’m working out, and there’s someone who accepts me for who I am. I…

I have written my first will. All my wealth and money will be donated to a specific orphanage in the event of my death. Its value exceeds £100,000. My family and everyone I have ever loved will not benefit from it in any way. Daniel B “3. Exclusion of Family Members I intentionally make no…