Only a few days remain. A bittersweet mixture of happiness and sadness flows through my veins. I am filled with joy knowing that I have overcome myself and am diligently working on a modest but achievable path. Yet, sadness weighs on me, knowing that no one accompanies me on this journey; everyone is merely a means to an end, where there are no priorities, only selfish interests.
I brought myself here, and I will climb out of this on my own. I work and learn, focusing on my greatest flaws. If there is no one on this Earth to love me because I am the kind of person who is unworthy of love, then I will be the one to love myself. I will love myself for my good qualities, forgive myself for my sins, and give myself a chance to correct them—for the sake of those who neither gave me time nor a chance.